I need to start therapy again…my depression has become over whelming…I don’t know where my life is heading…I once knew exactly why I was doing everything but now that I’m single those things just don’t matter…I don’t have a reason to go back to California but I also don’t know what’s here for me in Boise…im so lost…the support systems that I once had have all came crumbling down…the family that was ever so welcoming and excited has all but forgotten I’m up here…I don’t know who my friends, acquicatences, people that deal with me, or people who hate me are…I just need to get things sorted out…