A best friend… I don’t think I’ve ever really had one…Kelly has talked about all the circles of people in life…starting with the small cirlcles and getting bigger…that’s what I lack…the small circles..I’m always the guy that’s there at the social events or you say hi to when you pass on the halls at school…but I’ve never had that friend or friends that have been almost a family to me…where there mom is like my mom and vise versa…where I don’t have to worry about what I’m doing on the weekend because I know that we will find some type of shinanigins to get into…that if something is bothering me I know I can go to them and even if they don’t know how to help me they give me a shoulder to cry on…now I know I can go to any one of you in a time of need but I know I’m not the first choice on any of your lists…maybe it’s because I grew up alone that now I have this curse of being introverted…that I can keep myself busy alone night after night….but it gets old…I guess that’s why I’ve always made excuses…when I worked I picked up as many hours as possible…I stay at school several hours after school when I don’t need to be there…so then u can say well I don’t have time or I don’t really need that…when in fact it’s the complete opposite…I truly want/need those little circles…