I sometimes eat peanut butter out of the jar. I’m not always the neatest person, and I sometimes sleep til noon. I’m a night owl for sure. I can stay up all night reading a good book. I sometimes have to force myself to turn off the light. I like the cold side of the pillow. I’m a writer but rarely share it with others. I think I’m creative, I don’t know if anyone else thinks so but I do. I am my own person. I’m independent but need others to balance me out. I’m a deep thinker. I’m sometimes quiet, but that doesn’t necessarily mean that I’m shy. I have a great sense of humor. I love to laugh and I am easy going. I like to meet new people and I am easy to talk to. I’m open-minded and I love just talking and discussing different things. I believe that there’s good in everyone; that everyone is worthwhile simply because they exist. I’m living my life! I’m sleeping, I’m waking. I’m dreaming, I’m believing. I’m falling, I’m rising. I’m in the light more than I’m in the dark lately. I feel right now sometimes that I’m not doing enough with my life. I’m definitely not where I thought I’d be when I was 23, you know, I remember being like ten years old and day dreaming about what my life when I was in my twenties and I am certainly not that guy, and really I had unrealistic expectations as a child, but then again who’s to say that what I wanted then is what I want now? I’m trying to make things better. I’m picking up the pieces. Sometimes life happens is a really shitty way and when my mom got sick that turned my whole life around and the way I look at things. I think I’m going to be ok.I’m an idealist.

now if I can just find someone who sees the same in me…this